Hi guys! It's been so long since last time I posted anything here! I miss you so much guys! I guess some of you changed a lot since then. Love you all!
First of all, thank you very much for all the lovely bday wishes I have received, so nice from you! <3
About life updates, I'm still living in London, I'm on holidays right now so I'm back my country to have be with family, friends and celebrate my 11th anniversary with partner <3
I decided to change my job because I wasn't happy there anymore. I don't like places where management team don't keep confidential suff as confidential, so welp...
I moved to cosmetic surgical theatres, it's an speciality I've always liked since long ago so I couldn't miss this chance to move jobs.
London is a great city, since you can find amost aaaanything you want to. The only cons is that it's a very busy city and life cost is.... so expensive, unnaceptable I'd say.
Sometimes I'm feeling very overwhelmed... you can even see in my gallery updates that I don't even have so much time to draw? Some friends of mine suggested me moving to Brighton or Ireland... mmm... tempting! <3
I also have to say I've met very interesting people who really surprised me. I'm very proud of every single movement and decission I've taken so far.
Sometimes we may think we do things wrong, but if you think about it carefully and see your life trayectory, you may realize that nowdays you are who you are thanks to every single experience you are living.
I have 3 pictures almost done but not finished yet.
Lately I'm so into different topics (spiritual and cosmic art, nature landscapes and of course, manga)
Yes, I'm loving spiritual and cosmic art lately. Without wanting to go deep into personal details, I started having so transcendental experiences in my life since I moved to the UK.
I'm so glad this happened to me since it made me grow and little by little I'm having and anwers to some of the existencial questions I've always made myself.
Life is beautiful but nowadays life is also so busy and I can see we as humans are immersed in a very deep slavish System which is controlling us in so many ways, a sick cycle/wheel where "They" pay our priceless life time with digital money and gets us involved in a such a consumerist environment, self-esteem complex, egoism, worthless dependence and appreciation needs. Sometimes this System is constantly keeping us busy and doesn't give us enough time to realize about ourselves and some "truths".
Unfortunately, I've met people who always try to keep themselves busy because they cant sake off the impresion that they are wasting their time when doing nothing. Personally, I think that's so wrong, some of them look like they fear themselves, we should also spend more time in loneliness loving ourselves more than we think we do and stop for a moment to know our true selves, you might be surprised about life when our true and own nature suddenly comes out and reveals to you while enjoying the silence.
I have to admit that when this kind of "events" started happening to me, I felt scared and confused at the beginning, since I used to have no spiritual believes. Some people would even call this kind of events "paranormal/weird stuff", but in my oppinion, after some time, I've realized that we shouldn't be scared about this kind of things (unless your free will is violated by whoever they are/whatever it is) just because we ignore or don't understand what it's really going on around us. I think nothing is paranormal, everything is natural but we just can't comprehend where everything is coming from.
I'm not talking about religion, but spirituality. I'm not religious, but I totally respect and understand people finding their spirituality in their religious choice, of course, and that's also pretty fine as long as you are honest with yourself, you don't feel forced to do anything you don't want to and it makes you happy. Thtere is always different ways for us to develope our spirituality, so we need to respect and understand that at this present moment at least, each person has their own truth about life
If you want to share any personal experience about it, please feel free to comment or send any private note. I will appreciate it and read your lovely comments/notes <3
Honestly, if I see I could manage to distribute my time better I'd be so excited about expressing these feelings with art and sharing this kind of world with you guys.
I'd also like to share some previews about some pictures I've been making this last months, so you can see I'm still drawing XD
Sorry about the watermarks, but they are still so unfinished works... some parts are not done or characters are still so sketchy. I hope to finish them though
If you would like to see how I made the galaxy, please check this video I made.
Don't take it as a tutorial because it sucks, nothing is properlyexplained step by step, so I may consider delete this video and re-make it: