Hi^^ If you want to see how I draw a doujin page IN REAL TIME, just write "livestream kaoyux" in google and you'll find me broadcasting (due to the mature content (it only shows a breast) I can't give this time a direct link on deviantart, so please, just write in google the "magic" words and you'll find me drawing in real time for sure)
I'm aware that some of you remember that old doujin of mine because of the amount of private notes, comments in deviations, website, youtube and emails I'm STILL receiving from some people who ask me if I'm going to continue this doujin or update new pages.
THE REPLY IS...
「Deidara's Striptease」doujinshi is definitely CANCELLED.
This means I'll not update or submit any new page anymore.
Those are the 3 main reasons that led me to take this decission:
When it comes to art, I must say I feel like an artist who is still so unsatisfied with myself because of the constant changes I usually experiment in my style.
There are a lot of people whose doujin style barely changes (no matter if the style is good or not), but... everytime I see a fanart or a doujin page I drew a few months ago, I clearly observe considerable enough difference as far as style is concerned. It doesn't necessary mean it always has to be a bad thing, since it also means to me that I'm improving someway.
On the other hand, every time I see an old doujin page, I realize there is such important change. My doujinshi technique, use of screentones, panel distribution, brush strokes, g-pen shading and EVEN anatomy are not the same anymore. Without wanting to be so critical with myself, I must admit I've felt ashamed sometimes when I've looked at the past.
This idea really obsesses me to the point of feeling like I shouldn't continue that doujin because the style change is obvious enough to me and I refuse the idea of seeing a "collage" of styles in the SAME doujin. I can assure you I'm not the first and the last artist who has realized how difficult is to continue a doujin with a new/different style though.
This is why I decided to make「TANGIBLE DREAM」and「IMPRUDENCE」pages at once and not one by one, since those doujins are for sale and I want to offer the reader the best feeling. It means I did ALL doujin SKETCHES first, later I cleaned all LINEART and until the lineart in all pages wasn't done, I didn't started the doujinshi shading. Otherwise, my doujinshi would give the reader a so messy impression.
Another reason why I usually end up giving up my old doujins is because of my own personal preferences. With the time, we could change our mind, leanings, ideas and likes as the human beings we are. Sometimes, new preferences, concepts and ideas you start to be curious about gain more importance to the detriment of some old ones that you prefer to move aside. To be honest, I don't really understand and I would never have expected how that「Deidara's Striptease」doujin could get such an attention. I wish my new works could create the same expectations in you with the time as well, really, because I'll be so glad ^^
WHAT DOUJINS AREN'T YOU GOING TO RESUME ANYMORE?
「Why a Puppet?」
「Let Me In」(not sure yet)
I really appreciate all those people who always support me and even like/liked my old style too! You'll always be in my heart because only your support was and is the only thing that encourages me enough to continue with my art and even makes me improve it! Thank you very much for all your support and understanding!
Too much time inactive here! I've been out all this time, doing a course in surgery, although this journal kinda looks like a trip (I love to take awesome moments), I can assure you that our asses were sitting down on chair for 9 hours/day XD
I've learnt a lot. Here you are some video about my first practice in that course (if you don't like medical stuff, please don't watch it). We were remembering how to make sutures, different kind of aesthetic scar/wound repairs, circumcisions, cyst removals and etc stuff on real skin (but death, so it was more difficult and hard to do than living tissues, since a living person has blood and their skins are softer and much easier to cut and suture)
Two friends of mine at class:
The class was huge and it had a lot of cameras and TVs to see the surgeon teaching us the tecnhiques.
I remember when we were practising a cyst resection, we had to disect below the skin and introduce a little balloon with mustard inside to simulate a cyst with pus inside. It looked FREAKING REAL when that mustard suddenly came out after the disection! Just like in a real operating theatre asdfaddfjasldfjkasdjf Look how it looks, watch this video at minute 00:49 [link]
I loved the place I went. The course included the accommodation too. I was in a resort called "Pueblo Indalo", the architecture was so typical of the place and so charming. You was also allowed to bring some friend/partner with you. I'll go there next week again to do another course. I can't wait!
Here you are some videos I did about the resort, Mediterranean Sea and some beautiful photos I took:
RESORT and APARTMENT:
Our lovely lovely swimming pool ^^
My apartment (death at the reception desk guy who gave me the keys of the last floor!!!):
Awesome views from my apartment
My apartment street ^^
Really, the resort was as big as a little village, I'm not joking! All was full of apartments, shops, markets, pools, recreational areas, restaurants and bars = O
The main restaurant! There were like... 5 big self service desks where people served their food. Food quality and amount there is amazing!
The fountain of the main resort square.
Yesss!!! We also had an amazing bowling alley! ^o^
Nap time. My current desktop wallpaper. It's my last fanart to date.
Here you are the original fanart
On the way to my course class ^o^
You can find my class if you cross that door to the right. It was in the resort too, so we didn't need to walk so much ^o^
FOOD and DRINK:
After class in the evening, my honey rum + orange juice + cinamon + coffee seeds long drink and cigarrette ^^
Can you see how awesome this huge marshmallow milk shake looks? Ok, I must say it tasted even better that it looks.
I couldn't help writing this journal due to the amount of notes and comments I've CONSTANLY been receiving during all these years about people asking me for my R-18 CRIMSON GARDEN website link in my submissions and private notes.
Let me at least clarify and explain you publicly the TWO reasons WHY I never reply or provide my R-18 website URL on deviantART:
① DeviantART policies forbid posting outside links to any website which hosts adult/pornographic content. When you create an account on deviantART you are ACCEPTING their policies, no matter if you personally agree or not with some of them. Here you are the official policy about linking to adult websites:
② Because of a fellow artist's bad experience: SO sad, please read this:
I have a friend on deviantART who was reported once by the same douche that asked her BY PRIVATE NOTE the link to her adult website to see her ecchi stuff. YES, people like that EXIST! This person DELIBERATELY asked the link to report my friend to dA admins later, telling them that she was a minor and was provided a link to a website which hosts pornographic content. She considered herself a minor to report, but not to see my friend's hentai and ecchi stuff later... oh... welp
Since I don't trust human beings, I just don't run risks, this is why I can't provide you the direct link on deviantART = /
C O N C L U S I O N: Please, DON'T ask me for the link to my R-18 website, you will receive NO reply. Try the magic words on google
Then, HOW could I find your R-18 Crimson Garden website?
Just type "crimson garden kaoyux" on any browser.
At the beginning it will be a little bit difficult to find it, since I changed my artistic ID and google still finds my website if you write "crimson garden ireal". But please, try to avoid the "ireal" and type "crimson garden kaoyux" or just "crimson garden" to make the browsers system get used to the new artistic ID change.
( +fav this journal if you want to keep the links or check them all later. Too much info )
I've been thinking about a new artistic ID for so many reasons since long ago (I hope you get used to my new name soon ^^)
I just wanted to inform you all that I closed my Crimson Garden website (the Censored version) and re-designed it. The link also changed, so please, if you already saved it in the past add the new one to your bookmars and delete the previous one.
I really love the new Crimson Garden design. It looks clean and simple, you'll see
Also I want to take this opportunity to share a LIST of my other links, my "Networking" links, since I already changed a few accounts too. Keep in mind I'll not use my old Ireal or Ireal70 accounts anymore. They are already INACTIVE.
Please feel free to add me or follow me here:
CRIMSON GARDEN Website
Go and click on the "CLAP" button at the Menu sidebar, please
MY ADULT WEBSITES
Since deviantART policies don't allow users to provide links to websites with adult content, I'll just give you a few tips to make it easier for you to find me in these 2 places:
R-18 CRIMSON GARDEN Website Just google "crimson garden ireal" and you'll find it. I STILL need to update that website to the current changes (oh God, that website is always my pending subject )
Hentai Foundry Just google "hentai foundry Kaojux" and you'll find me. It's a new account. My previous Hentai Foundry one (called Ireal) will be inactive from now on. I already deleted all my pictures there. If you don't find me via google, go to my "Ireal" account and you'll find there a link to my new account ^^
Since Xmas holidays are near, I opted to offer big discounts on my doujinshis!
Take Advantage of these discounts for a Xmas gift! Now save 20% on 「TANGIBLE DREAM」 and 35% on 「IMPRUDENCE」!!! Discounts available UNTIL 25th Decembember only!
Choose. You can buy them from: - This journal by clicking the "Buy Now" buttons - My main devianART page (from the "ONLINE SHOP" custom box on the right) - My Crimson Garden website click "SHOP | オフ活動" in the left sidebar. - If you choose this option, due to the eBay taxes it will cost a little bit more expensive (only 1$ - 1.5 $ more)
「IMPRUDENCE」 - 35% OFF!!!
ALSO ON ◆ PAGES: 25 ◆ SIZE: A4 ◆ PRICE:15 $ (11,95 )9.95 $ (7.6 ) + Shipping Cost to your country ◆ PAIRING: Sasori + Deidara ◆ GENRE: Angst mainly / Romantic (R-13; NO sex scenes/nudity) ◆ SUMMARY: The story focuses on Sasori's thoughts and contradictions while he's visiting Deidara More doujinshi DETAILS
「TANGIBLE DREAM」 - 20% OFF!!!
ALSO ON ◆ PAGES: 15 ◆ SIZE: A4 ◆ PRICE:7.5 $ (5,75 )6 $ (4.6 ) ◆ PAIRING: Sasori + Deidara ◆ GENRE: Romantic (R-15; NO sex scenes/ NO full nudity) ◆ SUMMARY: Sasori wakes Deidara up from a stressful dream (or so Deidara claims). Nothing is out of the ordinary; that is until Sasori volunteers to act out the dream. More doujinshi DETAILS
SAI or Easy Paint Tool SAI (ペイントツールSAI) is a lightweight raster graphics editor and painting software for Microsoft Windows developed and published by SYSTEMAX Software.
The painting application is available in both Japanese, and an official English translation. An unofficial fanmade translation for the software also exists. It can be purchased directly through the developers' website,and purchases through PayPal are now also accepted in addition to the BitCash and TelecomCredit payment systems that have been available for Japanese users.
Paint Tool SAI is available on Microsoft Windows 98, Me, 2000, XP, Vista, 7 and 8.
I would like to take this opportunity to feature and promote a few tutorials that I've found and considered to date for Paint Tool SAI users around deviantART community! ^^ Take a look at a few of the incredible submissions below, I hope you find them handy, inspirational and beneficial for your art creation:
I would like to take this opportunity to pay tribute to SASORI, one of my favourite Naruto characters, featuring and promoting the best Sasori fanart around deviantART that I've found and considered to date
WHO IS SASORI?
Akasuna No Sasori was an S-rank missing-ninja from Sunagakure's Puppet Brigade and a member of Akatsuki, a criminal organization.
Sasori grew up in a sad and lonely environment due to the absence of parental love. His mother and father were killed by Sakumo Hatake (Kakashi's father) in battle, leaving him in the care of his grandmother, Chiyo. She introduced her grandson to the art of puppetry. He eventually created puppets in the likeness of his parents, but when he realised that the puppets couldn't give him the actual love that he desired, he became aloof and nihilistic.
This led to his maintaining little regard for human life. However, motivated by his desire to make works that last forever, Sasori began experimenting to create puppets out of people. Twenty years before his introduction in the series, he left Sunagakure, his village.
Sasori's ambition was to become an exquisite piece of art himself by turning his body into one of his own puppet works, because he thought art is something wonderful that's left long into the future. He transferred his heart into this puppet body to increase his own offensive capabilities and prolong his life.
:lulletpurple: A couple of years before the actual story, he secretly kidnapped the Third Kazekage and made him into one of his human puppets. Some time after leaving his village, Sasori joined the Akatsuki organization. He was partnered with Orochimaru (who left the Akatsuki after his failed attempt to take Itachi Uchiha's body) and later, Deidara. Orochimaru and Sasori shared their desire of an everlasting existence. However, Deidara and Sasori had conflicting views on art, and they frequently argued about their differing perspectives.
Here you have a selection of our best deviants' Sasori tributes:
Cosplay and doll art
Since I also love and draw this character, I'm going to contribute a few of my favourite works that represent him the best:
That's all, people! Without further ado, I hope you will enjoy these features!
I would like to take this opportunity to feature and promote a few tutorials that I've found and considered to date for digital manga/anime artists (I've also featured one traditional tutorial though) around deviantART ! ^^ Take a look at a few of the incredible submissions below, I hope you find them handy, inspirational and beneficial for your art creation:
DIGITAL MEDIA: TRADITIONAL MEDIA:
If you want to share here with us more anime style tutorials just write a comment ^^
That's all, people! I hope you will enjoy these features!
Anybody knows about some storage website that is not Mediafire and they offer a "ONE-TIME-DOWLOAD" link generator/option like Mediafire does to send private and unique files?
"One time download link" is a type of sharing link that lets you share a file with someone and ensure that it is only downloaded once. The download URL ties itself to the first downloader's IP address and will not allow anyone else to download the file again from that link. This feature is perfect for sensitive documents that you only want to share with one person.
My problem with Mediafire: I send the file by the "One time dowloading link" option they offer, and when customers accidentally click on it from their mobile phones or their workplace computer, it counts like if they had ALREADY downloaded the file, NO mater if they really did or not, so that's the problem, if they just click on the link and open it (no matter how much I warn them, most people click on it), it counts like an actual download and later when they arrive at home from their own computers they CAN'T download it because the link already expired and I have to send them a new one again.
Do you know about any other storage website that offers a better "one-time-download" link generator that only expires when you already DOWNLOADED the file or could you suggest me another option?
Hi, It's been a long time since I relisted my first doujinshi "IMPRUDENCE" on eBay. It was sold out long time ago. Same goes to my second doujinshi "TANGIBLE DREAM"; however I've relisted this one more often as soon as it was sold out. Today I decided to relist my 2 on eBay again, so those who are interested can find them here:
Hi, It has been a long time (almost one year) since last time I closed and cancelled my commissions (almost one year) because of the doujin projects I've been lately working on. Before starting a new doujinshi, I decided to open a few slots again:
◆ TITLE:「TANGIBLE DREAM」 ◆ PAGES: 15 ◆ SIZE: A4 ◆ PRICE: 7.5 $ (5.75 ) ◆ PAIRING: Sasori + Deidara ◆ GENRE: Romantic (R-15; NO sex scenes/ NO full nudity) ◆ SUMMARY: Sasori wakes Deidara up from a stressful dream (or so Deidara claims). Nothing is out of the ordinary; that is until Sasori volunteers to act out the dream.
DIGITAL FORMAT ONLY!!! (.PDF file)
HOW TO ORDER A COPY
Go to my Crimson Garden website: >>>>> <<<<<< Click on the SHOP | オフ活動 section on the left sidebar Click on the "BUY NOW" paypal button.
Refunds are not accepted after I send you the doujin. After I get the payment, you'll receive an email with the doujinshi in a .PDF file. You need to have Acrobat Reader to read the doujinshi. Download this program for free from the official Adobe website [link]
Sorry for the lack of activity and updates in my gallery lately, but as I mentioned a few times in the past, I'm working on my "TANGIBLE DREAM" doujin and if I start making other illustrations or commissions I would never finish it! D = I've also created in my main dA page a new custom on the right for those who want to see my current status/projects to know about my activity during this little latency period of mine.
TANGIBLE DREAM is a new SasoDei doujinshi I started some while ago and will be available for SALE as soon as I finish it Sasori wakes Deidara up from a stressful dream - or so Deidara claims. Nothing is out of the ordinary; that is until Sasori volunteers to act out the dream...
I already finished the lineart of all doujin pages!!!!! (but I still need to clean it and add the screentones and details). Anyway, I'm so excited and just needed to share this little update with some of you! I thought it would take me longer
About the doujin RATING I must say I've finally decided to increase it a little bit due to some... "debatable" and suggestive scenes. It's NOT a R18 doujin anyway since it doesn't have any full nude or visible/explicit sex scenes at all, but I'm afraid it wouldn't be fair if I rate it as R13 either, so let's do a happy middle, I'll rate it as R15! :>
That's all for now guys, I hope you all are ok! As soon I finish my doujin I'll update new stuff to my dA gallery ^^
You were so many people that I couldn't reply to each and everyone, so this is why I write this journal to thank you for all you wishes, you are so kind
Thanku so much to those who drew a picture for my bday (I still have to open a few pendant notes)
Btw, my awesome friend did a so so so awesome doujin for me as my bday present!!! It's a funny Sasori and Deidara (not yaoi) called "VENOMOUS DOSE". It's so EPIC and I laughed my ass off so much.
I asked him to submit that doujin here on dA, but jalsdfsdlkjfalskd it seems he passes, so please, go to his account and spam (in a polite way) this fagg or try to convice him because I couldn't do it yesterday :/ I would like him submitting his "Venomous dose" doujin on dA, you must see that doujin, it's so funny!
I wrote the dialogues of 2 Sasori x Deidara doujinshis for adults (R18). WHICH ONE would you prefer to see posted in a public way?
500 deviants saidSasoDei (R18) - It's Deidara's 18th bday and Akatsuki gives him a free weekend in a cozy rural house all to himself. Much to Dei's regret, Sasori unexpectedly appears to fulfill some fantasy he's been waiting for 3 years 8D
292 deviants saidDeiSaso (R18) - Sasori was bored in his workshop so he invented and made a new 'toy'. He had no option but to make a jutsu to become human and female because he was so curious about trying... something (with Deidara's help) 8D