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Hi guys! It's been so long since last time I updated something on dA (as usual).

:bulletred: As some of you know I moved to the UK 4 years ago to work as surgical theatres boss in London.
I decided to put that profession aside because I wanted to be true to myself and turn my hobby (Arts) into a reality.
I was really fed up of work conditions in the healthcare sector. It's so sad to see how undervalued these important and indispensable professions are in SO MANY WAYS. Surgeons, doctors, nurses and physiotherapists deal with people's lives (LITERALLY), biological hazards and are under high stress/burnout DAILY.
In the public sector, healthcare workers are very underpaid. In the private sector, salaries are much higher but work conditions are even worseStupid Me! so c'mon... REALLY???!!! All this must be a joke! Steaming Mad!
Due to so many complains in my department when I moved to the private sector, I tried to fight for workers' job conditios and rights from my position, but companies are... companies, so final decisions are OUT of any healthcare professional's hands, sadly. I firmly opted for resigning and moving out because I wasn't allowed to look after my staff fairly. 
It's sad to say but job conditions actually make a difference on people's minds, behavior and their life quality and, to be honest, I didn't want to end up like some people I've met.

:bulletgreen: Anyways, I'm so excited to share something with you:
w00t! I MOVED TO MADRID AND STARTED A DEGREE IN 3D MODELING!!! w00t!

I'm very happy about this decission because it also means I'll have more time to resume my art again, improve it and I finally hope to achieve a better life quality and happiness.
Anyway, I'm so happy I had that experience in London surgical theatres, because I've learnt a lot about myself, discovered a lot of things I could've never known if I hadn't moved.
This way I managed to know what I really want and what I don't want at life anymore. Thanks to all these life experiences I was able to be who I am nowdays :) (Smile)

:bulletblue: Always be true to yourself if you want to chose your path wisely. What's the point of living in a lie? Sadness and frustration becomes chronic with time and WILL LITERALLY MAKE YOU ILL, PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY.
Heart Never forget your gifts and talent Heart
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Hi guys! It's been so long since last time I posted anything here! I miss you so much guys! I guess some of you changed a lot since then. Love you all!

:bulletgreen: First of all, thank you very much for all the lovely bday wishes I have received, so nice from you! <3




:bulletgreen: About life updates, I'm still living in London, I'm on holidays right now so I'm back my country to have be with family, friends and celebrate my 11th anniversary with partner <3

I decided to change my job because I wasn't happy there anymore. I don't like places where management team don't keep confidential suff as confidential, so welp...
I moved to cosmetic surgical theatres, it's an speciality I've always liked since long ago so I couldn't miss this chance to move jobs.

:bulletgreen: London is a great city, since you can find amost aaaanything you want to. The only cons is that it's a very busy city and life cost is.... so expensive, unnaceptable I'd say.
Sometimes I'm feeling very overwhelmed... you can even see in my gallery updates that I don't even have so much time to draw? Some friends of mine suggested me moving to Brighton or Ireland... mmm... tempting! <3

I also have to say I've met very interesting people who really surprised me. I'm very proud of every single movement and decission I've taken so far.
Sometimes we may think we do things wrong, but if you think about it carefully and see your life trayectory, you may realize that nowdays you are who you are thanks to every single experience you are living.




:bulletgreen: I have 3 pictures almost done but not finished yet.
Lately I'm so into different topics (spiritual and cosmic art, nature landscapes and of course, manga)

:bulletgreen: Yes, I'm loving spiritual and cosmic art lately. Without wanting to go deep into personal details, I started having so transcendental experiences in my life since I moved to the UK.
I'm so glad this happened to me since it made me grow and little by little I'm having and anwers to some of the existencial questions I've always made myself.

Life is beautiful but nowadays life is also so busy and I can see we as humans are immersed in a very deep slavish System which is controlling us in so many ways, a sick cycle/wheel where "They" pay our priceless life time with digital money and gets us involved in a such a consumerist environment, self-esteem complex, egoism, worthless dependence and appreciation needs. Sometimes this System is constantly keeping us busy and doesn't give us enough time to realize about ourselves and some "truths".

Unfortunately, I've met people who always try to keep themselves busy because they cant sake off the impresion that they are wasting their time when doing nothing. Personally, I think that's so wrong, some of them look like they fear themselves, we should also spend more time in loneliness loving ourselves more than we think we do and stop for a moment to know our true selves, you might be surprised about life when our true and own nature suddenly comes out and reveals to you while enjoying the silence.

I have to admit that when this kind of "events" started happening to me, I felt scared and confused at the beginning, since I used to have no spiritual believes. Some people would even call this kind of events "paranormal/weird stuff", but in my oppinion, after some time, I've realized that we shouldn't be scared about this kind of things (unless your free will is violated by whoever they are/whatever it is) just because we ignore or don't understand what it's really going on around us. I think nothing is paranormal, everything is natural but we just can't comprehend where everything is coming from.
I'm not talking about religion, but spirituality. I'm not religious, but I totally respect and understand people finding their spirituality in their religious choice, of course, and that's also pretty fine as long as you are honest with yourself, you don't feel forced to do anything you don't want to and it makes you happy. Thtere is always different ways for us to develope our spirituality, so we need to respect and understand that at this present moment at least, each person has their own truth about life :)

:bulletgreen: If you want to share any personal experience about it, please feel free to comment or send any private note. I will appreciate it and read your lovely comments/notes <3




:bulletgreen: Honestly, if I see I could manage to distribute my time better I'd be so excited about expressing these feelings with art and sharing this kind of world with you guys.

I'd also like to share some previews about some pictures I've been making this last months, so you can see I'm still drawing XD
Sorry about the watermarks, but they are still so unfinished works... some parts are not done or characters are still so sketchy. I hope to finish them though :P

Nocturn Lake by Kaoyux

Ascension by Kaoyux

Su by Kaoyux


:bulletgreen: If you would like to see how I made the galaxy, please check this video I made.
Don't take it as a tutorial because it sucks, nothing is properlyexplained step by step, so I may consider delete this video and re-make it:



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:santa: Merry Xmas to you all! :santa:

If you are interested in getting some of my Naruto doujinshis for Xmas, please just follow the following instructions about how to order it:


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Hi ^^
Watch me drawing a Sasori + Deidara + Tobi fanart in real time.

Because of the picture content I can't provide a direct link from deviantART to my channel today, so just go to Picarto.TV and tipe my username "kaoyux" on the browser.

:magnify: Preview of "HAZING THE AKATSUKI NEWCOMER" - Welcome to Akatsuki Organization, Deidara! ;)

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MOVED TO LONDON

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Huhuuuu hellooooo fooolks!!! How are you doing?

:bulletgreen: Finally I'm definitely staying in London! I looove my flat and the area can't be more awesome! I love my job! I love everything! I'm too happy! A really charming place for a new life :heart: :heart: :heart:

:bulletgreen: Also, I had the chance and honor to meet the super-awesome :iconsimuja: in person, waaaaaaah!!! She's such a sweet and pretty girl!!! I hope we meet again in the future with more time so I could show you moooore cool places to go in Londonnn!!!

:bulletgreen: Still looking for some time to draw draw draw!!! I need to install all my programs tho, since I had to format my laptop last month!

:bulletgreen: About Commissions, to all people who keep asking, I closed them since... one and half year ago???
Too busy to take commissions since I emigrated and started working in the UK, to be honest, I don't need to open commissions because I'm not unnemployed anymore and my current profession is not related with art at all. Nowdays I'd rather prefer to draw personal projects instead in my spare time or socializate with new people in this city.





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